scary!!! scary!!!

dailure n stomache 4 one week d...at last i go see my m.o...when he press my perut i was push away his hand...nt cuz of geli...is bcuz of painful...i very scare pain want...i wan get shock bcuz he order the nurse to do blood test..omg!! i scare injection til i rather pain til die oso dun wan injection...actually all of the nurse is i knw want...my coworkers...she finding my 'xue guan' i very cabi want...very hard to find...cucuk 3 times oli get the blod...at m.o there hypor 1st time...after that they didnt take the 'zhen' come out anymore..just put a stoper there...omg...it realy realy painful...m.o ask me to admit...that time i refuse n they tell me is very dangerous if i didnt admit...aiyo...i very degil want...i stil dun wan admit...hahax...i rest there until the specialist DR.koh come n see me...the said must admit n he wil call my parents...ok loh...i just folow wat he said...he kep me fasting oso...cuz scare will doing operation after the ultra-sound...the wai kuan gv me an no air-cond room...whole nite cant slp...i walk back to my ward...damn boring...seeing my coworkers eating MCD...i cant eat...but that time im nt hungry...haiz...the suffer life in hosp...so hard oli wait til morning...

i back to WD5 that time they til me very hard to find me...i just kep laughing...cuz they want to do obsevation...just awhile DR koh cum already...he told me that need operation after see the ultra-sound report...omg...that time i very scare... i cry...after few min thn the nurse cum in n told me that i need put drip...haiz...i put drip to ppl many times lah...but ppl help me put drip is 1st times...haiz...it was very painful...cry again loh...i refuse d thn i ask her can dun wan put anot...she said cant...wtf...she said scare me fainted cuz i cant eat...i didnt put oso until i baxk to WD 7a after ultra-sound...

after that all coworkers come in n ask me wat happened...hahax...i oso dun knw how to explain...after that one of my friend come in tell me to change the 'baju operation' that time i very scare...omg...i see ppl wear it thn many time d but i first time wear it...haiz...it ready to operation d...wat i can do? i cant do anything...lucky gt all my coworkers...if nt i knw i will fainted b4 i do the operation...they joking with me...ask the operation threater staff to guess me who m i...sure they dun knw me...cuz i very scare go in there...anywhere i hav to go in oso...

after i go in i bcum more scare...i cry again...haiz...one of the staff in 'ot' i knw want...cuz her mother is my patient last time...an indian man...dun knw his name...but i stil very scare even he kep talking to me...no use want...they see me cry they kep tel me no need to scare...ntg want,just a small operation...4 me how small oso is cut me lah...omg...the 'ma jiu' doc cum in is make me most scare want...cuz it will be start soon...one nurse was kep talk with me...but that time i d hypor again...i dun knw wat i do d...i dun knw wat shud do...just kep on crying...the doc said just relax n look at the light thn will slp d...he said he will gv me an injection...i try to hide my hand that time...cuz i scare injection...he knw d...he told me just put from the drip's tube...nt cuck at hand want...

i see them d ready to do it...scary...the nurse holding my hand til i fully slp...i can fel it...n i cant fel they kep check my blood presure on my 'rt' hand...n checking my pulse at my 'lt' hand 2nd finger...that time realy realy scare...i see a nurse open a yellow colour thing...i cant see it clear but i think is 'gr' lah...'gr' put in my mouth to open my airway...kep me breathing...they put a mask to gv me oxygen...when put 'gr' i d slp...hahax...

when i wake up oli fel pain n my thoart very sweet...like eat sweet when slp...but fel like want to vomit too...i cant tahan the pain n 'ma jiu' nt fully gone...i very slpy but kep said pain...the nurse told me thta she already gv me 2 times pain killer...i just kept slping oli...when they want me to shift to another bed i oso dun wan to move...very slpy n pain...i dun knw how they shif me oso...haha...when i open my eye n fully concious 1st i was seeing is my aunty n all my coworkers...but that time i oso wat to do...stil slpy...that time i oso can drink cant eat anymore...haiz...but with drip wont fel hungry want lah...

but now i fel ok d...thx all the staff n all my friends...thank god to kep me safe...may god bless u all oso...