属于我的到最后都没有了

我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢

或许吧 或许我永远都不要遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢 不要呢?

是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

歌词所说的我都完全没有了。。。

after heard he gt gf alrdy fel very hurt...

haiz...y suddenly he tell me that...haiz...izit stil dil if him?
i dun knw oso...i think yes bah...how oso he is the most i love loh...
i oways tell him i dun wan share him with anyone...
but at last i stil sharing him with other girl...
haiz...
wat i can do?
i ask him to choose he want me or her...
she tell me that dont force him, and he said i knw he wont choose oso...
dun wat i can do?
i realy dun knw wat i can do...
bcuz of him how many times i hav to cry or how many time i hav to unhapi?
i hope i dun think about it but that is impossible...
wat i can do? haiz...
dil can be deep in love oso can be dangerous ill....

both of this two i oso got...




that is wat im oways tell myself but the end i oso cant do it...my hope is fully RIP
*RIP= rest in peace




alone stay in the darkness the only light oso off soon...i hav no more hope...

vny is FULLY RIP...DEATH!!! 1990-2009

confuse

this three week didnt online...
wat im doing there?
i dun knw...
wat im think?
that day gt sumone ask me y i wan take this course?
izit want to help ppl or just bcuz of the salary...
she say ca oso can get alot salary...
but i think i two oso gt loh...
CONFUSE...
i dun knw oso...
she say it is very stress want...ask me y willing to take it..
now at new department i fel quite ok...
i didnt fel stress like old department...
she teach me many thing..
she will let do try to do new thing...
if i do it wrongly she will teach me...
last time at old department dun hav this kind of good TEACHER...
she will explain it very clear...
she will tell me why, what, how...
all the question she will explain to me...
even she dun knw oso she will find it out n teach me...
realy thx her alot....