每一次都在徘徊孤单中坚强
每一次就算很受伤也不闪泪光
我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞飞过绝望
不去想他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见每天的夕阳也会有变化
我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞给我希望
我终于看到所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻歌声多嘹亮
我终于翱翔用心凝望不害怕
哪里会有风就飞多远吧
不去想他们拥有美丽的太阳
我看见每天的夕阳也会有变化
我知道我一直有双隐形的翅膀
带我飞给我希望
我终于看到所有梦想都开花
追逐的年轻歌声多嘹亮
我终於翱翔用心凝望不害怕
哪里会有风就飞多远吧
隐形的翅膀让梦恒久比天长
留一个愿望让自己想像
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
27-4-2008------28-4-2008
fel moody...haiz...
wat happened to me???
izit he change or i change d?
y i fel he nt like last time when v start 2gether???
haiz~
when he birthday v stil like normal n fel ok...
y after birthday he will change d??? or not he change is me???
CONFUSED!!!
wat i should do???
when morning...im busy~
after he sms me i reply him thn i didnt chat with him until i free...
that day morning state com...quite busy...at last cant hav chance competition in national team...
disappointed!!
i d try my best cuz i knw if i go national com i can see him~
national com will at K.L
but i d try my best i still cant
when i back home...raining heavily...i walk back to my home...
all cloth basah...
didnt tell him oso
after eating my dinner n bath thn i call him...when i call him, 1st call he said dun call him he bc...i cant listen clear,thn he terus close...i call the second times..he tell me he at cc...SHOCK!!!
just now said bc but now at cc...
haiz~last time when he go out with friends he will tell me...izit i too care him???izit i 'bang' him d???
he tell me he dislike ppl control him too much~
haiz~
wat i should do???
28-4-2008
early in the morning...i wake up n go out walk walk...thn go buy birthday present 4 him...walk so many place d...but stil cant buy... very tired d...cuz slp nt wel...after 10.30am i tot he wake up d...thn i call him, cuz i wan ask him change other colour can anot...i wan ask him cuz i scare i buy it he will dislike...
i call the 1st times...he didnt ans...after 1 hour...i call the second times...he said he at ktv...one more SHOCK again!!!i ask him y just now didnt ans my cal he said he at ktv n phone set silent d...so didnt listen to it...
omg!!!haiz...i ask him when back home...he said 12.++pm
thn i wwait till that time...when i call him he said stil havent back...i wait again...wait til omost 1.++pm he said he at friend's shop...n i call him n chat with him...i fel v nt suitable 2gether...in phone he kep on ask me izit gt anything wan said to him...i kep on ask him he fel wat i wan to said to him...but he said he dun knw...i oso dun knw wat i shud said...very confused...he said he need freedom....he said like that izit mean that i too control him???wat i shud do???all his thing i no need care d??he said he need his friends...i didnt said nt allowed he 2gether with his friends cuz i knw im nt beseides him...when he was unhapi he need to find his frends to play n relax...at last i didnt tell out the two word...cuz i knw i realy put my ful heart to love him...at night...after chat thn he go shopping at k.l...thn i wait him back..when he back home n we chat again i fel better d...now v like last times...i fel myself cant dun hav him...i realy love him with my ful heart...
wat happened to me???
izit he change or i change d?
y i fel he nt like last time when v start 2gether???
haiz~
when he birthday v stil like normal n fel ok...
y after birthday he will change d??? or not he change is me???
CONFUSED!!!
wat i should do???
when morning...im busy~
after he sms me i reply him thn i didnt chat with him until i free...
that day morning state com...quite busy...at last cant hav chance competition in national team...
disappointed!!
i d try my best cuz i knw if i go national com i can see him~
national com will at K.L
but i d try my best i still cant
when i back home...raining heavily...i walk back to my home...
all cloth basah...
didnt tell him oso
after eating my dinner n bath thn i call him...when i call him, 1st call he said dun call him he bc...i cant listen clear,thn he terus close...i call the second times..he tell me he at cc...SHOCK!!!
just now said bc but now at cc...
haiz~last time when he go out with friends he will tell me...izit i too care him???izit i 'bang' him d???
he tell me he dislike ppl control him too much~
haiz~
wat i should do???
28-4-2008
early in the morning...i wake up n go out walk walk...thn go buy birthday present 4 him...walk so many place d...but stil cant buy... very tired d...cuz slp nt wel...after 10.30am i tot he wake up d...thn i call him, cuz i wan ask him change other colour can anot...i wan ask him cuz i scare i buy it he will dislike...
i call the 1st times...he didnt ans...after 1 hour...i call the second times...he said he at ktv...one more SHOCK again!!!i ask him y just now didnt ans my cal he said he at ktv n phone set silent d...so didnt listen to it...
omg!!!haiz...i ask him when back home...he said 12.++pm
thn i wwait till that time...when i call him he said stil havent back...i wait again...wait til omost 1.++pm he said he at friend's shop...n i call him n chat with him...i fel v nt suitable 2gether...in phone he kep on ask me izit gt anything wan said to him...i kep on ask him he fel wat i wan to said to him...but he said he dun knw...i oso dun knw wat i shud said...very confused...he said he need freedom....he said like that izit mean that i too control him???wat i shud do???all his thing i no need care d??he said he need his friends...i didnt said nt allowed he 2gether with his friends cuz i knw im nt beseides him...when he was unhapi he need to find his frends to play n relax...at last i didnt tell out the two word...cuz i knw i realy put my ful heart to love him...at night...after chat thn he go shopping at k.l...thn i wait him back..when he back home n we chat again i fel better d...now v like last times...i fel myself cant dun hav him...i realy love him with my ful heart...
Monday, April 28, 2008
ngo 2008
proud...the 1st times get nursing team n ambulance team oso get 3rd
the 2nd times our nursing team get 2nd n ambulance team get 1st...
lst year ngo make me very angry n i denda them til very 'gou li'
this year i didnt go back n train them but i gt see the movie...realy nice...but in the bus there gt abit paiseh thing...y the new 'kou hao' so geli one...
this year ngo competition at smk buntong...( actualy i dun knw where oso...just knw that is a place)LOLX
omg the headmaster oso crazy with u all...
haha...abit happy cuz u all can get this marching again n again...last times v hav to join other unit at school now oli st john~
in yuk choy i hope st john is the best init beruniform...
u all did it very year graduation st john oso get the award ( pasukan yang terbaik)
very proud...all the best YUK CHOY ST JOHN!!!!
the link of ngo video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NRqDe6Q-cKk
the 2nd times our nursing team get 2nd n ambulance team get 1st...
lst year ngo make me very angry n i denda them til very 'gou li'
this year i didnt go back n train them but i gt see the movie...realy nice...but in the bus there gt abit paiseh thing...y the new 'kou hao' so geli one...
this year ngo competition at smk buntong...( actualy i dun knw where oso...just knw that is a place)LOLX
omg the headmaster oso crazy with u all...
haha...abit happy cuz u all can get this marching again n again...last times v hav to join other unit at school now oli st john~
in yuk choy i hope st john is the best init beruniform...
u all did it very year graduation st john oso get the award ( pasukan yang terbaik)
very proud...all the best YUK CHOY ST JOHN!!!!
the link of ngo video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NRqDe6Q-cKk
2008 agm~
new headmaster...i didnt go the agm...i slp late d...4gt it ba...visitor want knw about our division is how de thn see the video... very gek sum...when i see the video...when in the post 'senang diri' n wearing full uniform can talk n 'you lei you hui' like shit!!! when taking group photo can take up the hand!!!stil gt member making his button!!!n showing bad finger!!!but nt all member like that... i realy angry with the video...
see the movie at here this link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JH7Xj2ArTBk
see the movie at here this link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JH7Xj2ArTBk
my new ajk cuming out d...
my new ajk~
gt abit worry~when i knw it long times ago~but now i oli write it~
Pengerusi:har kean hong
Naib pengerusi:isabell
Setiausaha:foong han lyn ,foo yien hui
Bendahari:hu shian min
Ketua disiplin:Andrew lam
Ketua rekod:chow joo gin, lai wei wei
Duty master:lee joon keat, ou xue wei
Ketua stor:cheong kam seng, shum chun fai
Ketua papan kenyataan:phong hong mei
Jurulatih :1)shum chun fai
2)Lai wei wei
3)Andrew lam
4)Foo yien hui
Social:shin shy weng
Ajk:1)choy kah keat
2)phong hong mei
my new ajk list...every year choose de new ajk oso like geting shock~ i didnt go the agm~cuz i 4gt d...sorry f5 committe~ even my farewel oso didnt go~ about the farewel u all hav to ask my president y i dun go~ think back i very angry the social~ ddamn post~ like stupid~ wat i teach she all 4gt d!!!
dun care it wat function, must contact all member of our division~cant care abt ur phone fees! take the bil 4 me can charge it back!!! she didnt call at all!!! oli send letter! if letter can get thn sure die d!!!dun wan go cuz she didnt done her job!!! letter i oli get it after farewel, i knw oso dun wan go d...disapointed~~
hope this year de social 'xing xing ding ding'
last year gt many complain!!! arghh!!!
1st function after i take leave~
ngo marching competition~(president)!!!
nt enuf ppl find us to help them match
ok i ask all my buddy help them to match, when they gv opinion thn ask us shut up!!!
b4 thinking out the matching as us to think!!!
tot v r wat? need our help thn 'yao ngei you sei' after help them thn treat us like wat!!!!
senior?? ex committe!!!treat us like shit oli!!!
treat wat v talk like 'fat ngap fong'
so clever thn dun find us when gt any problem!!!
2nd!!! annual parade!!!
social!!!
ask me need call who to back...need how many team 4 one division
v gt 4 division sure is 4 team lah!!!
one team 30 ppl A/a nt enuf ppl mai call A/a de senior loh...n/a impossible nt enuf ppl thn go call n/a de ppl!! which nt enuf thn dun call!!! which enuf de go call them back to 'bai leng' meh!!!
ask her do her job better i take back all thing n do myself!!!
a/c n n/c impossible nt enuf ppl thn do do so much of thing!!!
when officer 'zha ying' thn push to ex committe didnt teach!!!
thn make me getting scold again!!!
wat kind of 'cha siu'
nt i do wrong at all but getting scold!!!
3rd function!!!
area comp!!!
tot who m i!!! no a/a no need tell me???
need exam thn dun wan go
suddenly 'fong fei gei'
a/c change all the ppl
no name list 4 me!!!
lose til 'da bao'
4rd thing!!!
officer n senior all complain!!!
y agm committe list didnt gv them!! booklet didnt gv!!!
all said y i didnt teach u all how to do!!!
wan me how to ans???
u all dun listen to my word???
how they will ans me???
cuz i too 'qian jiu' u all
u all wan how i sure let
wan play when meeting , i didnt said anything!!! infront of member oso play!!!
member how to think!!!
committe oso no disiplin y v hav to do so!!!
finer nail long til can kill ppl!!!
when check thn said i will cut when back home...when next meeting stil the same!!!
half u is st john t-shirt,long pants in black colour, n black palas shoe, n BLACK SHOCK!!!nt white!!!
y i can see commitee wear white shock!!!y i can see camp shirt when meeting!!! with other colour!!! st john t-shirt oli white colour!!! purple...grey...like unit beruniform meh!!! oli like shit!!!
no eye to see!!!
hope this year de ajk dun make me dispointed d!!
if stil like that i wont care all this again!!!
dun ask me go back to b u all de officer...
if nt i will gv u all 'gam shang gek sei'
gt abit worry~when i knw it long times ago~but now i oli write it~
Pengerusi:har kean hong
Naib pengerusi:isabell
Setiausaha:foong han lyn ,foo yien hui
Bendahari:hu shian min
Ketua disiplin:Andrew lam
Ketua rekod:chow joo gin, lai wei wei
Duty master:lee joon keat, ou xue wei
Ketua stor:cheong kam seng, shum chun fai
Ketua papan kenyataan:phong hong mei
Jurulatih :1)shum chun fai
2)Lai wei wei
3)Andrew lam
4)Foo yien hui
Social:shin shy weng
Ajk:1)choy kah keat
2)phong hong mei
my new ajk list...every year choose de new ajk oso like geting shock~ i didnt go the agm~cuz i 4gt d...sorry f5 committe~ even my farewel oso didnt go~ about the farewel u all hav to ask my president y i dun go~ think back i very angry the social~ ddamn post~ like stupid~ wat i teach she all 4gt d!!!
dun care it wat function, must contact all member of our division~cant care abt ur phone fees! take the bil 4 me can charge it back!!! she didnt call at all!!! oli send letter! if letter can get thn sure die d!!!dun wan go cuz she didnt done her job!!! letter i oli get it after farewel, i knw oso dun wan go d...disapointed~~
hope this year de social 'xing xing ding ding'
last year gt many complain!!! arghh!!!
1st function after i take leave~
ngo marching competition~(president)!!!
nt enuf ppl find us to help them match
ok i ask all my buddy help them to match, when they gv opinion thn ask us shut up!!!
b4 thinking out the matching as us to think!!!
tot v r wat? need our help thn 'yao ngei you sei' after help them thn treat us like wat!!!!
senior?? ex committe!!!treat us like shit oli!!!
treat wat v talk like 'fat ngap fong'
so clever thn dun find us when gt any problem!!!
2nd!!! annual parade!!!
social!!!
ask me need call who to back...need how many team 4 one division
v gt 4 division sure is 4 team lah!!!
one team 30 ppl A/a nt enuf ppl mai call A/a de senior loh...n/a impossible nt enuf ppl thn go call n/a de ppl!! which nt enuf thn dun call!!! which enuf de go call them back to 'bai leng' meh!!!
ask her do her job better i take back all thing n do myself!!!
a/c n n/c impossible nt enuf ppl thn do do so much of thing!!!
when officer 'zha ying' thn push to ex committe didnt teach!!!
thn make me getting scold again!!!
wat kind of 'cha siu'
nt i do wrong at all but getting scold!!!
3rd function!!!
area comp!!!
tot who m i!!! no a/a no need tell me???
need exam thn dun wan go
suddenly 'fong fei gei'
a/c change all the ppl
no name list 4 me!!!
lose til 'da bao'
4rd thing!!!
officer n senior all complain!!!
y agm committe list didnt gv them!! booklet didnt gv!!!
all said y i didnt teach u all how to do!!!
wan me how to ans???
u all dun listen to my word???
how they will ans me???
cuz i too 'qian jiu' u all
u all wan how i sure let
wan play when meeting , i didnt said anything!!! infront of member oso play!!!
member how to think!!!
committe oso no disiplin y v hav to do so!!!
finer nail long til can kill ppl!!!
when check thn said i will cut when back home...when next meeting stil the same!!!
half u is st john t-shirt,long pants in black colour, n black palas shoe, n BLACK SHOCK!!!nt white!!!
y i can see commitee wear white shock!!!y i can see camp shirt when meeting!!! with other colour!!! st john t-shirt oli white colour!!! purple...grey...like unit beruniform meh!!! oli like shit!!!
no eye to see!!!
hope this year de ajk dun make me dispointed d!!
if stil like that i wont care all this again!!!
dun ask me go back to b u all de officer...
if nt i will gv u all 'gam shang gek sei'
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