永远都是软趴趴的vny...

actauly my agry face is how de? i didnt see it b4. live here for 19 years d...once oso didnt see b4...
how i angry oso i just will quiet n wont talk to that person i angry oli...
bcuz of that i easy gt bully?
y my sis can go her bf house? but i cant? y she can go out but i cant? what is the reason leh?
bcuz i wont tell out wat i want... they just said i dun knw how to control my owan money but did they think about my sis?
all the reason just bcuz my sis is garang thn me? she dare to fight back with them?
i realy dun knw about this...
i realy fel angry. i dun talk to them,but except this wat i can do sumore?
i rely hope to see my angry face? they going to touch my limit...i will boom out soon...when i tell this to my best freinds...she told me that she listen 1st...how angry oso wont garang like my sis...is that i want angry oso so hard? wat kind of sucking vny is that? angry os hard like that...oli one word can describe my ownselves...USELESS!!

爱到底是怎样一回事？

爱是喜欢吗？
你爱他到底是对他有好感还是你喜欢他？
爱＝男/女＝锁头与钥匙...
男＝钥匙。
女＝锁头。
爱让人欢喜让人忧
当你得到他固然开心，当你知道你将会失去他时，你会后悔你曾经拥有他吗？
爱就像一把不能配对的钥匙。
当你知道你已找到你要得钥匙，你会选择永不放弃。。。
但如果是那么如意，这世上会有那么多人为情自杀吗？
你确定他就是你要的那一把钥匙。但他却选择去找他要得锁头。。。
那时的你还会对他不离不弃吗？
如果你不想当一把等待钥匙的锁头，就别做无谓的东西。。。去认识朋友。。。
爱是一个让人永远不能翻身的陷阱。。。
就算你能从中抽出自己，你也会是遍体鳞伤。。。


all is OVER

very kesal i didnt go...*&!*%&$#@ all this bcuz the BELOVED indian

she is my lovely grandma
happy belated birthday to my beloved grandma...





all my grandma's grandchildren...except me...im nt in the pic...

see the pic loh...dun knw wan said wat o...






nice birthday cake...




my family pic...but...haiz...


cousin yang tercantik...haha but at sg


all grandson...


all grandaughter...

[+_+] 悲伤 + 伤痛 = 悲伤痛 [+_+]-----> from の俊良のChuN LianGの

(^@^) copy from chun liang's blog...i agree with him...when start the love journey all the sweet word is nice to hear...but once break it consider die...---nice to see nice to hold,once broken consider sold----> nice to speak nice to listen,once broke consider death
在我还没谈过恋爱的日子，
我以为爱情，
都是天长地久的，
在这段恋情，我把永远的这个字都呆在我心中，
谁知道，这段恋情，比想象中更快，更痛苦，
一开始的承诺，一开始的一切，
原来都是假象，都是伪装出来的，
说好的，答应的，慢慢的一一显露出她的伪装，
戴着假面具的人，真的好恐怖，好怕人，
是我笨，是我的愚蠢，害得我陷得很深，
害得我几乎完全忽略了家人，
害得我几乎完全忽略了朋友，
害得我几乎把前途都摧毁了，
害得我几乎失去了方向，
你变心，比闪电般还要快，
我终于明白，你给的承诺都是假的，
我终于明白，我做到的承诺都是空的，
我终于明白，我们一开始就不该在一起的，
我终于明白，我当初应该对你保留一点点距离，
我终于明白，什么是叫做不值，
我终于明白，一切了...
牺牲了我的真心，牺牲了时间，牺牲了我的感情与精神，
到最后得来的是一场空...
哈！真的是可笑...哈哈哈...
现在的我 ，虽然心中还有许多的疑问，心中还是有点不舒服，
有时还会隐隐作痛
我会学着对你死心...把我死去的爱情...埋在深处理....

izit i need to gv up wat i hav?

i gv up my st john thing...
i need to gv up my dream oso?
actualy wat i wat?
to bcum a nurse?
to hav a bf thn khawin no need to worry?(idiot)
i like cooking, i go learn sumthing about that?
nursing care i didnt fel i dislike it just i cant hav a good relation with my coworker...i fel very stress b4 i work, i fel very tesion b i work...
sumore i very fel scare..
wat i cant do?
i cant avoid it...
i hav to face it sumore...i hav no choice...
i can choose i will choose to do sumthing wat i like...but sumone oways tell me wat v like it is just like v can hav it or do it sumtimes..when i can hav it and do it?
izit my parents too strict or is my own problem...
all this of problem will make me think wrong way...haiz

stress...tension...haiz

what i can do sumore...
actualy i scared get scold or i scare lost the work?
wat i wan sumore now?
i cant understand myself oso..
can i can do now?
continue stand it or just quit?
he dislike i work here...
but i dun knw wat my parents think?
they put too much hope of me?
izit like that i fel the stress?
tension!!!

valentine

valentie oli present from sumone...
bf oso no present but he stil gving me present...
haha...happy but nt bf gv me..
cant upload photo...get it in my friendster lah..
blogspot 'siao' d...cant upload photo...