mad without a reason...

mood is totally out... the worst is out without a reason... m i missing him? him??? who i mean? my heart is without anyone now? going back to depression? wat is the reason? i dun even know the reason... wat my brain is thinking? wat im doing? feeling friends are leaving slowly by slowly? wat i have now is just my family... is she is the only i can shared? who else i can? i hate now!!! i hate this kind of feeling... but pls... wat i can do now? my brain is full of question marks... who else i can believe? can anyone tell me? hmmmm.... depressed....