fel moody...haiz...
wat happened to me???
izit he change or i change d?
y i fel he nt like last time when v start 2gether???
haiz~
when he birthday v stil like normal n fel ok...
y after birthday he will change d??? or not he change is me???
CONFUSED!!!
wat i should do???
when morning...im busy~
after he sms me i reply him thn i didnt chat with him until i free...
that day morning state com...quite busy...at last cant hav chance competition in national team...
disappointed!!
i d try my best cuz i knw if i go national com i can see him~
national com will at K.L
but i d try my best i still cant
when i back home...raining heavily...i walk back to my home...
all cloth basah...
didnt tell him oso
after eating my dinner n bath thn i call him...when i call him, 1st call he said dun call him he bc...i cant listen clear,thn he terus close...i call the second times..he tell me he at cc...SHOCK!!!
just now said bc but now at cc...
haiz~last time when he go out with friends he will tell me...izit i too care him???izit i 'bang' him d???
he tell me he dislike ppl control him too much~
haiz~
wat i should do???
28-4-2008
early in the morning...i wake up n go out walk walk...thn go buy birthday present 4 him...walk so many place d...but stil cant buy... very tired d...cuz slp nt wel...after 10.30am i tot he wake up d...thn i call him, cuz i wan ask him change other colour can anot...i wan ask him cuz i scare i buy it he will dislike...
i call the 1st times...he didnt ans...after 1 hour...i call the second times...he said he at ktv...one more SHOCK again!!!i ask him y just now didnt ans my cal he said he at ktv n phone set silent d...so didnt listen to it...
omg!!!haiz...i ask him when back home...he said 12.++pm
thn i wwait till that time...when i call him he said stil havent back...i wait again...wait til omost 1.++pm he said he at friend's shop...n i call him n chat with him...i fel v nt suitable 2gether...in phone he kep on ask me izit gt anything wan said to him...i kep on ask him he fel wat i wan to said to him...but he said he dun knw...i oso dun knw wat i shud said...very confused...he said he need freedom....he said like that izit mean that i too control him???wat i shud do???all his thing i no need care d??he said he need his friends...i didnt said nt allowed he 2gether with his friends cuz i knw im nt beseides him...when he was unhapi he need to find his frends to play n relax...at last i didnt tell out the two word...cuz i knw i realy put my ful heart to love him...at night...after chat thn he go shopping at k.l...thn i wait him back..when he back home n we chat again i fel better d...now v like last times...i fel myself cant dun hav him...i realy love him with my ful heart...
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