nice old song...my mood...

灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
我的心真的受伤了
acting@@ try to tell myself dun miss him anymore...
try to tell myself we r not suit
try my best to keep him out of my brain...
i'm failed..
i cant did it...

bff get hurt...

wat a fucking boy(i cant mention his name),super fucker!!!how dare he play my bff like that?!3 weeks only ar...i dun know i should say she dint think before do or the guy is purposely do it...really sad..i had been tell her many times...dont ever believe wat guy say...all it cheat...not really want..they just trying to trap people...why dont she listen to me? if she listen to me may be she wont get hurt by the fucker...i'm really sad...
this thing already happened in few month ago...but as her bff yesterday only i know...i didnt thik that it is serious like that...when she tell me i was get shock...how come she will like that???! i cant really understand about her...since after study we less meet out and chat...
i know her from i was standard 4, until now...how many years we be friend? about 9 and 10 years!!! how come i still not really understand her?
i duno wat i can do to help her...i really confused...i'm in trouble now i oso dun wat i can tell her...
i ask her to promise that she cant do it anymore before the right time...
hope she understand...one more victim in love...haiz...

爱过就足够

是不是我爱得还不够
是不是你真的想要走
想要抓住你的手
想要等着爱回头
想要再一次拥抱你的温柔
是不是要勇敢地牵手
是不是该好好过以后
想要抓住你的手
想要等着爱回头
想要把思念当作忘记的借口
你怎么独自泪流
你怎么为爱强求
你怎么忍心让我一个人走
谁的泪不会流
谁的心在沉痛
谁让老天安排我们分手
你怎么说走就走
你怎么忘了温柔
你怎么忍心让我苦苦等候
谁的泪不会流
谁的心在沉痛
谁让老天安排我们分手

so many years ady...the feel is stil the same...nothing i can do anymore...
try my best ady...i dun wan wait it anymore and i dun want disturb his life anymore...it forever not belong to me...the right decision for him and myself...
what i done for him is worth but he dono how to appreciate it...nothing i can do anymore...hope he happy always...this is the only thing i can do.the last thing for him...