bff get hurt...

wat a fucking boy(i cant mention his name),super fucker!!!how dare he play my bff like that?!3 weeks only ar...i dun know i should say she dint think before do or the guy is purposely do it...really sad..i had been tell her many times...dont ever believe wat guy say...all it cheat...not really want..they just trying to trap people...why dont she listen to me? if she listen to me may be she wont get hurt by the fucker...i'm really sad...
this thing already happened in few month ago...but as her bff yesterday only i know...i didnt thik that it is serious like that...when she tell me i was get shock...how come she will like that???! i cant really understand about her...since after study we less meet out and chat...
i know her from i was standard 4, until now...how many years we be friend? about 9 and 10 years!!! how come i still not really understand her?
i duno wat i can do to help her...i really confused...i'm in trouble now i oso dun wat i can tell her...
i ask her to promise that she cant do it anymore before the right time...
hope she understand...one more victim in love...haiz...

爱过就足够

是不是我爱得还不够
是不是你真的想要走
想要抓住你的手
想要等着爱回头
想要再一次拥抱你的温柔
是不是要勇敢地牵手
是不是该好好过以后
想要抓住你的手
想要等着爱回头
想要把思念当作忘记的借口
你怎么独自泪流
你怎么为爱强求
你怎么忍心让我一个人走
谁的泪不会流
谁的心在沉痛
谁让老天安排我们分手
你怎么说走就走
你怎么忘了温柔
你怎么忍心让我苦苦等候
谁的泪不会流
谁的心在沉痛
谁让老天安排我们分手

so many years ady...the feel is stil the same...nothing i can do anymore...
try my best ady...i dun wan wait it anymore and i dun want disturb his life anymore...it forever not belong to me...the right decision for him and myself...
what i done for him is worth but he dono how to appreciate it...nothing i can do anymore...hope he happy always...this is the only thing i can do.the last thing for him...

long time didnt update

quite long didnt update...quite many thing happened...very verl long story...got happy de got unhapy thing oso...lolx...i dun know wat to write d....so lame...lolx!!!

my mood become more worst n worst...

actually what i need?
i'm keep asking the same question in all the second...
can anyone tell me?
i hope to get lost from here...!!!

suddenly very sad...

he say he cant accept i care him more...he say i treat him too good...he no right to hav it...what i can do?
izit i care him oso wrong?
i duno what to say and what to tell...
haiz...so many days didnt slp jor!!!

anger!!!!

recently de me getting worse...=.=
what i am doing recently??
doing nothing...
lolx...
one nigh i on my msn via phone and got one girl tell me weird thing...
she is the onei love the most's gf....
but that night she ask me...:"your gor didnt tell you meh?"
i think for few minutes...:wat my gor should tell me?
i ask her back...she tell me:"your gor already broke up with me"
i get shock...
i duno why they will broke up...
he didnt tell me oso...then i still so stupid ask her don be sad and try toask her to be happy...
what the f*ck i doing?
i ask her to be happy back?
then she tell me is she wnt to broke with him...
omg...she not very love him meh?
why she want broke with him...
that time still tell me when he 21 years old will married her...omg
suddenly she send me she very hate me!!! that time i very confuse=.=
what i did make her to angry me?
did i make them broke?
now is she want to broke up...what for she want to hate me?
she really a fucker cause angry non-sense!!!
when she pmr i still send her tips for exam...i stil try to help her...
she like not believe and that is a lot to study n she ask me dont play the joke
wat the hell she say!!!
i play the joke?!
i just dont want my gor got a stupid gf!!!
this kind of girl throw to dustbin oso no one want to recycle lah!!!
huiyo!!!
i damn angry her!!! i more hate her then she hate me!!!
if not my gor i wont look stupid and didnt fight back loh!!! sure got one day i will balas dendam want...

vny didnt recovery...is getting worse...

i dun wan live because of u!!!
i wan live for myself