my mood become more worst n worst...

actually what i need?
i'm keep asking the same question in all the second...
can anyone tell me?
i hope to get lost from here...!!!

suddenly very sad...

he say he cant accept i care him more...he say i treat him too good...he no right to hav it...what i can do?
izit i care him oso wrong?
i duno what to say and what to tell...
haiz...so many days didnt slp jor!!!

anger!!!!

recently de me getting worse...=.=
what i am doing recently??
doing nothing...
lolx...
one nigh i on my msn via phone and got one girl tell me weird thing...
she is the onei love the most's gf....
but that night she ask me...:"your gor didnt tell you meh?"
i think for few minutes...:wat my gor should tell me?
i ask her back...she tell me:"your gor already broke up with me"
i get shock...
i duno why they will broke up...
he didnt tell me oso...then i still so stupid ask her don be sad and try toask her to be happy...
what the f*ck i doing?
i ask her to be happy back?
then she tell me is she wnt to broke with him...
omg...she not very love him meh?
why she want broke with him...
that time still tell me when he 21 years old will married her...omg
suddenly she send me she very hate me!!! that time i very confuse=.=
what i did make her to angry me?
did i make them broke?
now is she want to broke up...what for she want to hate me?
she really a fucker cause angry non-sense!!!
when she pmr i still send her tips for exam...i stil try to help her...
she like not believe and that is a lot to study n she ask me dont play the joke
wat the hell she say!!!
i play the joke?!
i just dont want my gor got a stupid gf!!!
this kind of girl throw to dustbin oso no one want to recycle lah!!!
huiyo!!!
i damn angry her!!! i more hate her then she hate me!!!
if not my gor i wont look stupid and didnt fight back loh!!! sure got one day i will balas dendam want...

vny didnt recovery...is getting worse...

i dun wan live because of u!!!
i wan live for myself

sorry to everyone...

sory...
vny will very less update
vny only will update when i fully recovery from him...
wish all friend all the best...
==take care all my friends==

告诉他好象也是我的错

昨天在我开MSN的时候，我看见他女友的MSN DISPLAY WORD 写着 I WAN PLAY WITH SEX，BUT I WOULD'NT LET THEM IN...
假如当时是你看见这样东西，你会想什么？
老实说，她给我第一个印象就已经是不好的。。。
但他喜欢啊。。。我还能做什么？
我真的不懂了。。。
挣扎了很久，终于告诉了他，这难道也是我的错？
他女朋友解释说，那这是一件衣服的字，她觉得有趣所以就写上去。。。
你们相信有这样的衣服吗？
穿上去，难道你要让人知道你是多么开放的？
昨天我做了很多自己也想像不到的东西，清醒过后才知道。。。
很后悔告诉他。。。我让我们之间建多了一幅墙。。。
这时让我不想放弃也难。。。
喝了好多的啤酒。。。但没有发泄，让不开心的想的更多。。。

wanna to tell u sumthing...can i?

vny fel wan tell u that three word...
but did u accept it?
did u will back to vny?
u only will tell vny that is impossible...
until today vny stil waiting...
waiting u say yes...
but is that waiting u will back to vny...
the time cant make vny forget...
just make vny miss the past...
vny cant even forget a little thing...
this oso is a IMPOSSIBLE for vny to forget u...
vny hope one day u will back to vny...
start 23th sept 2007 vny already think this...
but now is 2009...
it is totally 2 years...
u still didnt back vny anymore...
vny dun knw vny stil can do wat...
vny heart totally death from the word IMPOSSIBLE from your mouth...
vny very disapointed n vny will give up soon...
vny kept like that better i go a place that very far from u...
vny can miss u without u know about it...
vny can love u without telling you...
vny can do wat vny like without any CANT from u...
may b vny can stay there with alot of happiness...
say bye to to the one vny love...
say bye to the one vny most care...
say bye to the one vny miss in vny's life...