his msn name make me abit unhapi n worry about him

"heart broken...but happi.... tear droping... get hurt deeply"
his name from his msn...
even i dun knw wat happened to him, but stil worry him...as i knw he will leave ipoh soon...
i dun knw where he will go
i dun knw he go there 4 wat...
but when i 2gether with him,as wat he tell he going to sg soon n he will work there...
but i dun knw is real anot...
but hope he can get a new life there
hope hehappy oways
hope he take care himself.
hope he will b alright soon
i dun knw wat i can help him
bt i will oways support him...
actualy i very less chart with him...even i chat with him he oso nt realy willing to reply me...
may b is i misunderstanding, but i realy fel this...
haiz...may god blessing him n hope he knw i will support him oways...

P/S: hope u will take good care n hope u will all the best over there

MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE,ST JOHN LIFE

haha...since so long didnt update jor...shud b update everyday...but sure im lazy n i didnt do it..haha...
im damn tired til eye very blur...back pain...leng pain...
wakaka...dun knw y oso...cant und y...
suddenly so miss my friends...long time didnt see them d...


mee ling(my classmate...oways said find me but just gv me empty cek,P/S:dun angry ya..if u see this),my lui(we all said she lost jor...ah mah will so throw watermelon find u back,haha i knw actualy u r safe, just that u bc to working oli),jess(my best friends from standard four til now...haha...thank god that v stil on touch,but i fel u change alot jor),andrew(my hou heng dai,didnt ajak me go yam cha,but i cant go oso lah...)bear(best friends,knw him in st john most friend in st john...P/S:cy nt u is another bear,but same is polar bear),chee meng(v knw each other from standard one same class til standard 6 thn v meet back in st john...long long story),wai kheng(my vice in st john hope she is good now),mei kuan(can said ji mui,but oways rampas my heng dai),wen hao(standard 4 friends,clever n good...haha...zhu dai gor i dun knw wat to say...see jor dun angry ar),wen chin(wen hao sister,twins..nicen good friends),boon hui(hou ji mui in st john,wish her all the beSt in a acoounting life)

COMITTEE 2006-2007


FAREWELL 4 COMMITTEE 2006-2007




ANDREW LEE BIRTHDAY

~kin siew,kar wai,gah wai,siao thung,li teng,chang yee,mang chean,vee hun,khai bin,ka mun,andrew~
(p/s:my good member in st john...under us from 2004 til now...like carry u all out from childish,this social nt realy understand u all so much but as i knw u all r good now...just hope u all the best in spm)


@soh bell, kean hong,jun keat@
(under us 4 quite long time oso...jun keat,dun knw jie can advise u wat...just hope that u take care lah...soh bell n kean hong,the big jor...must take good care all the member in st john...n hope st john will likw last time os active lah...hope u all gid luck n all the best)

haiz suddenly so 'gam chok' tim...miss them alot...find one day go back visit them...
hope to see i all soon...


MEETING TIME...MARCHING TIME


NATIONAL DAY MACHING TEAM...CAN SEE WHERE M I?


STATE COMP TEAM...


SPORT DAY MARCHING TEAM WINNER

i think im okay already

one day he sms me n ask me izit very angry about him...i admit that im very angry when he did it to me...but after few day i fel that im didnt angry much if no one mention about it...may b im abit 4getful...by the way, i hav to said thx to him...he make me fel sad but i get back my happiness, i get back my happiness from my ex...he make me that hav chance with another...even though he knw me n edwin's prob but i fel that he will treat me better thn anyone...i fel that im lucky bcuz wen im sad n angry i stil gt him that accompany me... thx alot but i think that v wont b 2gether loh...i dun knw y...may b i get enuf hurt from love...
edwin thx 4 break with me,cuz i get a new life start now... :)

b4 this i stil fel abt sad but now???

i damn angry abt wat he do to me...
i dun knw wat i did make him said i lie to him but he is damn damn damn bad now...
wat happened? b4 meet v stil ok...but now? i dun knw wat happened at all...(blurrr)
he said me like this bcuz dun wan me disturb him? wat happened? can he tell me clearly?
can he dun like that? i very headache now!! very stress!!!
damn pain!!!
p/s: vny very blur,sad n angry now...
can anyone tell me wat shud i do?

realy realy sad...sucking loving life...

I want to hav sumone
who will be true to me
sumone who will
understand the bratt me
sumone who will
hug me everytime i cry
sumone who will
tell me the story about his day
sumone who will
use his hand cover me when it rains
and lastly i wan to hav sumone
who will love me because of wat i am
NOT because of wat he want me to be


i hide my tear
when i said ur name
but the pain in my heart
is stil the same
although i smile nseem carefree
that is no one that missed u more thn ME

damn damn damn sad!!! fucking fucking idiot!!!

after post the yesterday post thn many thing happened...i knw may b he mind sumthing...i dun knw whether he is play or realy...but im fucking sad now!!! watever he cheating me oso nvm...but i dun knw y b4 that stil didnt tell me abt that...i stil bcuz of him do so much of idiot thing...i fucking idiot nowdays...i dun knw y oso...y i will believe him b4 this...dun knw wat to do d...he cant face me but i cant face to myself...all the secret kep on kep in my heart one day sure will boom out...he lie to me or realy is the girl sms me? stil confused...he didnt make any explain...just said sorry? is that useful? i dun wan sorry just want a explain y he lie to me... after he didnt find me i cant work anymore...kep on seeing my phone...all my coworkers oso knw abt this...all oso waiting the result...all oso waiting wat he will explain to me...but i didnt get any ans from u xcept'sorry'i realy hope get a explain from u...until now didnt ans my call...didnt reply my msg...dun knw y...cant und...i shud accept the faith izit? just let it b? if tell u didnt sad didnt cry is lying...i oso dun knw wat shud do? put down? or stil care abt u? just treat u as normal friends? can i???? alot of question mark in my brain...im damn blur now...

新歌...但很好听...周杰伦－说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
曲周杰伦歌词提供再兴
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
为什么这时候忍心离我而去☆..
p/s:after listen the song abit touch...wish u all after listen didnt cry...